Mindfuck

An interesting word! A mindfuck is a tool used in power exchange dynamics – by a Dominant with his  submissive. The Dominant, through words or by actions, convinces a submissive that an action is taking place in her mind versus in reality. It is often something that the sub is nervous about or fears in some way – even if they’re excited by it. A mental manipulation, and can be used as a deception. It can be an interesting scenario or can be used as giving a lesson to someone who did something wrong, regretful against her dominant as Miss A,  did.

Miss A

Miss A, my most recent applicant needed a good lesson from life. Read about Miss A here CS candidate one too many. With the help of my former slave, we decided to be a bit devious with Miss A.  Miss A, is a pretty female 26, who is a bit self-centered, with very little understanding of M/s, with a desire to be a slave, to be in TPE and controlled by a strong dominant man. However, in may ways by dictating her terms, and by that, perhaps she will submit, if she has the right mindset, according to her. While I have nothing against in negotiating certain activities, and discipline, to ensure and reassure my future slave’s mindset,  TPE, is not about negotiations. Yet, being a caring dominant, I am willing to comprises slightly here and there to make her feel safe!  I was willing to do this with Miss A in Round One. But now it was thrown into my face as “I am too weak and would never would be able to handle her!”  Damned if you and damned if you do not! With some people one cannot win! I usually do not take revenge on submissives who shafted me. I am not the person to pick a fight with and will stand up for myself against people or corporations  who do me wrong. I tend to win, even against Banks, as I go to the top, when others in the institutions violate  my Rights, as customer. I won settlement against GM, I would say that is a fairly large automotive firm. 

Setting the trap

When it comes to love as the saying goes All Is Fair in Love and War.  I go all in with my attitude of take no prisoners! Miss A really got under my skin, and I decided do a midfuck on her with the help of my former, but still very loyal slave. We set up a fake profile, and which was based upon her interests, with a couple of  image I got from the internet. I sent her a message. Miss A replied, and within a few exchanges she gave me her Skype profile. I had one, but she knew that one, and made another one. The trap was set. 

Miss A  opened up a bit more to me, this time, and sent me all kinds of images of herself in various activities in clothing and in bikinis, (none nude) without me asking from her any. She was very much interested in my new character “Jerry”. I misrepresented some details. Just like she did with her age and location.  She confessed about the age, her location which did not matched her profile, a big difference between Georgia and Indiana. The age matched from our first Round One of chats, but now she was using a different name for corresponding, than told me on our first round of chatting. Miss A, told me that was her middle name and she liked to go by that with her friends. The “A” was for more formal usage.  She became a lot more open this time, revealing that she dropped out of college for partying too much and now she just works at a large chain as a cashier, a bad choice.  At the same time Miss A, still held back a lot, but wanted more replies to her questions, many where the same as before, almost like on a script she had in front of her, but many new ones. Regardless she came across as genuine, and a lot more  open this time with such notions as “I am working, I’ll be good, soon I wont Have to work Just please you” in other words I’ll be your slave just take acre of me!  This was given I would take care of my slave within my limitations, and not interested chaining her to my dungeon, I do not have one anyhow. As  the term goes she fell hook, line, and sinker! After all she loved fishing! I got her just where I wanted. She had may question, more, and wanted detail for her mindset.. Just can not answer these with a few words, M/s is never simple. She had no experience, and I owed her detail explanations. Just like I did in Round One. I had to be careful that she will not recognize my words from Round One. Miss A, was quite intelligent, which I liked about her.  I replied to all of her concerns, but perhaps it sounded  very close like my answers from the previous round. As they were again essentially the same. I could not reply to her hey Miss A, I’ve told you these before. She also went of about one of the photos two with some tattoos  on the arm of this so called Jerry. How much she wanted to be held by those! I send her an image of myself when I was in my early 20’s hunting for hare with a shotgun, it could have been a  photo of Jerry, as well when he was young! Yes she was  in love, when are you moving to your new place? I will come to you indicating she wanted to stay as my slave.  Yes the mindfuck was working! Thus I sent of my reply to her, in a Word.doc format. See some from the reply below:

Miss A: I went to college but partied myself out of school my first year.  Hence my shitty career choice now.              Reply: I do not care what you did or do for a living. I like natural intelligence.  If you are intelligent you can pick things very quickly. You can be  a store clerk, a cashier, a stripper, or a dentist, or a historian with a PHD. It is not your education or what you do counts! It is you!

Miss A: I love to hunt and fish.  Though I’m fairly certain you would take that away from me                                         Reply: Yes and No. I will take you fishing, not necessarily deep sea, but just regular fishing for fresh water fish, lg or sm mouth bass, perch catfish etc. I lost interest in hunting  after I saw my friends kill a moose!

Miss A: I’ve never focused on how I would be kept.  Like nude all the time or what not.  But I kinda assumed that the vast majority of my life with me without clothing  which I’m good with. Im sure your friends and family would not know I was your slave.  So they would just think I’m a girlfriend                                                                                                          Reply: Certainly nude in my presence and while doing housework, cleaning, cooking etc. however depend on the time of the month, it also depends if you heavy or light during your periods. Tampons or pads?  Then sexy  panties are acceptable. Leggings and a T-shirt or polo, sweatshirt with socks and shoes when taking out the garbage etc. OR when friends around!

Miss A: I’m kinda wondering about this discipline scenario.  Say I made you mad.  I’m guessing your go too weapon would be OTK bare ass to bare hand?                                                                                                                               Reply: As you will be nude 90% of the time, it will be bare ass with my hands, 90% or some wooden paddle or perhaps a rod! Depending how much correction is needed! However, I prefer not to spank you, unless it is necessary.  Some Masters enjoy doing it just for the fun of it, not for doing something wrong! Myself included…. but it is not about beating the shit out you, but a gentle reminder that you ass, and your body is mine!

Miss A: Is it a scenario where you spank till you think I’ve learned my lesson?                                                                  Reply: Yes, but will I ask you “have you learned your lesson, why you being punished?”  You see the punishment or any form of discipline has to be for a reason. There is a huge difference between a play scenario where you may suffer a bit to please me.  After all being my slave is all about pleasing me, and not about your pleasure. I am not saying that you will not get pleasure  from serving me, in fact I want you feel some, and feel that you are appreciated for your selflessness! But you must understand, and have that mindset!  I twill take a lot of time to adjust to that. And sometimes you will have self-doubt’s! Why the fuck I ever done this? Very common for this to happen.

Ending the mindfuck

It is very evident I was very honest to her, regardless the mindfuck!  She downloaded the replies to read. After that she did not contacted me. Maybe she realize the similarities, but it had to be. I was honest in what I want from her in both cases. I waited for a day, she did not responded. I decided to end the mindfuck by contacting her on the CS messaging with an explanation, and my heartfelt apology, for what I had to do to leach her a lesson! I am sure she was very surprised, and livid too, just how I fucked with her mind! Justifiably so! A lesson she had to learn! I could not spank her very sex ass over the internet for her behavior in Round One. I am very positive she got hurt by this, which I wanted to do get even.

A lesson to remember for Miss A

A lesson about do not play with fire and with emotions of others, do not lead them on, and suddenly just ghost them for replying and being kind! 

She deleted her CS profile. I do no think she will do this again. She does not have what it takes to be a slave, not even a submissive. Miss A believed in the 50 Shades of Grey, fantasy bullshit. Rich younger good looking guy will take her as her slave, and can dictate her lifestyle withe so called Master of her’s. Good luck with that. She was good looking, but not that good looking. She wanted an older much older experienced Master. She had me, I wasn’t good enough because of her false accused of being weak, and just too nice! Now she knows better.  At first I though she would never contact me again, but I was wrong. She wrote on Skype that  “yes she got hurt, but also understood why I did what I did.” She actually liked the fact I managed to spank her in her mind and we are still good from her part to continue. However, I doubted her sincerity, as I just felt that she wanted a revenge. I went along, for a couple of days, but when I pressed her about providing some real ID, she flaked out and stopped communicating. I left the conversation open, without deleting it. After about 4 weeks of being idle, she eventually she just deleted her Skype account and conversations with me.  I though she would never contact me again. I was wrong! She did! This is noted in the original story towards the end. Her loss.