by Deep down I am a sadist and enjoy it, I must admit. I only show my Darkside to those who enjoy my sadism, especially sadomasochist activities known as S&M. Not all slaves are masochists. For a good M/s relationship, I have taken into account what she desires as well to remain my slave in our consensual relationship. In a TPE she truly doesn’t have that choice, but regardless, I like to consider what she truly needs and push her towards what I want.
She was testing my patience by not following my commands to the T, I suppose on purpose to get more drastic punishment. Not a good sign, as by that she brought out the real sadist in me. Opening all kinds of ideas of darker punishment. One was that I would sew her cunt lips together just for my fun. She could piss as I would insert a small catheter into her urethra aka pee-hole. She mentioned a few times that it would hurt like hell, and it would certainly be a great way to punish her.
The day had come for me to proceed with this. She was in pain. Maybe not as much as a real masochist, but certainly more than any of the slaves I had before her. Normally she was nude with her collar and leash on. Told her to get a towel, and sit on the edge of the bed to spread her legs wide. Then I got a spreader bar and cuffed her legs to it so they would stay nicely wide apart. I took out my sewing kit and picked a fairly thick and large needle that would be perfect. I placed it in a small tray and used hydrogen peroxide as a disinfectant. I decided to use a clear thin thread similar to a fishing line but slightly thinner.
Not a sound or you get punished
By this time, she realized what would happen to her. I had a small catheter perfect in length for just this. I stuck it into her pee-hole. She squirmed a bit. She was not allowed to speak or moan. She had to endure this in silence. If she even made the tiniest sound I would flog her ass raw until her ass was bleeding, and she would not be sitting on it for days.
I proceeded, starting on the top of her left pussy lips. Pushed the needle from the outside until it pierced through. Followed by pushing the needle into her right one but from the inside. Decide to make it into an “X” pattern with four Xs from top to bottom. She started to shed tears from the pain, but she remained quiet. There was some minor bleeding around the needle marks, but nothing major. I soaked a small cotton ball with hydrogen peroxide and cleaned up the bleeding around the insertions. The stitching looked pretty good. I decided that she would remain stitched up like this for days. After freeing her ankles from the bar, I told her to urinate into a cup and proceed to drink it. Once done, to get on her knees and hand to crawl as I grabbed her leash, we proceeded to her cage where I locked her up overnight.
The next morning, after I woke up, let her out from her cage to use the toilet, and told her to take a shower. While in the shower shave off any hair from her body that grew overnight. She had to shave every day in the morning, as a required routine. Once done, she had to say her oath to me and show herself for my daily inspection. Typically, standing with her legs wide apart bending over showing her cunt lips and anus that she was hairless and clean. Since her cunt was sewed up she could not spread her lips, but she passed the inspection. I led her by her leash as she crawled on her hands and knees like the bitch she was, to her breakfast and water bowls. The one bowl contained dog kibble, pissed on it to make it softer and for added flavor. She lapped up with only her tongue until it was empty, so I thought. There were a couple of small crumpets left. Now she knew there would be punishment. Commanded her to crawl her hands and knees, to get my riding crop. She returned in a minute, crawling with my crop in her mouth.
Enjoying her suffering
I took it from her mouth, stood behind her ass, and told her to count and not to move. I decided to crop her hard until I saw big welts on both of her ass cheeks. I stopped at 20 lashes. She was in agony as some of my strokes also hit her on the stitched-up cunt lips. Next, had to kneel on dry corn kernels for one hour to think about why she was punished. In the meantime I had my breakfast and enjoyed looking at her kneeling, knowing that she was hurting I smiled to myself.
After breakfast and when the time was up, I led her to one of the kitchen chairs. I tied her feet to the legs, her hands behind the chair, and continued with my torment. I picked out four needles that I used for needleplay and stuck two into each nipple of hers right through. After about 10 minutes I removed the. She was in intense pain, but I knew she loved to suffer. As a masochist, this was what she desired hard use without any mercy.
I freed her to fulfill her daily tasks to clean the dirty pots and plates. Followed by a general house cleaning. While I made lunch, I preferred to cook most of the time. When she was done with her tasks she was locked in her cage until lunch. When I used her as my table, she was on her hands and knees with her back straight for the tray with my food resting on her back. After my lunch, I placed her portion of the same food that I made for myself in her bowl. When she finished eating she had to do the dishes, while I watched the TV. When done she had to return to her cage until dinner time. I usually allowed her to sit at my table for dinner only and she could freely talk, about how she felt. After her final dish cleaning, we retired for some session play until around 8 pm. When we showered together. After, she would give me a good massage with lavender oil all over my body and give me a long-lasting blow job. If she satisfied me I would allow her to sleep next to me, otherwise she would sleep on the floor or in her cage.
I left the stitching in her cunt lips for three days. I never asked about her reaction to the pain, but for sure I enjoyed seeing her suffer with her cunt lips all stitched together.
